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<rss xmlns:dc="http://purl.org/dc/elements/1.1/" version="2.0"><channel><atom:link rel="hub" href="http://tumblr.superfeedr.com/" xmlns:atom="http://www.w3.org/2005/Atom"/><description>I try not to think too much as it often confuses me.  However, I find myself in a constent state of confusion in my life so, I suppose I must be thinking too much.  

Shall this be a description of my blog or myself.  Well, I suppose my blog will in some aspects be about myself.  I’m your typical medicated mentally ill person.  Which mental illness do I have?  I shall leave it up to you to guess, provided I have any readers at all on here.  
Smile, laugh, and be merry, until we meet again!</description><title>Sometimes I Think</title><generator>Tumblr (3.0; @ohbutiam)</generator><link>http://ohbutiam.tumblr.com/</link><item><title>Lack of Sympathy and Empathy</title><description>&lt;p&gt;&lt;span class="messageBody"&gt;I often lack empathy as well as sympathy in life unless, of course, my children are involved (or other children are involved for that matter). However, I am much better in my ability to sympathize with someone. I find it very difficult to put myself in someone else&amp;#8217;s shoes so to speak. Often, I feel guilty for not even attempting to do it more than half of the time&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;</description><link>http://ohbutiam.tumblr.com/post/2678273124</link><guid>http://ohbutiam.tumblr.com/post/2678273124</guid><pubDate>Sun, 09 Jan 2011 22:04:45 -0500</pubDate><category>bipolar</category><category>sympathy</category><category>rant</category><category>empathy</category></item><item><title>"If I say I do not play well with others…..do you automatically assume I am very good at playing with..."</title><description>“If I say I do not play well with others…..do you automatically assume I am very good at playing with myself?”&lt;br/&gt;&lt;br/&gt; - &lt;em&gt;a random thought. (via &lt;a href="http://darktheory.tumblr.com/"&gt;darktheory&lt;/a&gt;)&lt;/em&gt;</description><link>http://ohbutiam.tumblr.com/post/2631955196</link><guid>http://ohbutiam.tumblr.com/post/2631955196</guid><pubDate>Thu, 06 Jan 2011 22:29:57 -0500</pubDate></item><item><title>aliform:

I NEED THESE TO CREATE THE ILLUSION THAT I HAVE A...</title><description>&lt;img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_lekk064JPz1qbs8umo1_500.jpg"/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;a href="http://aliform.tumblr.com/post/2627808199/i-need-these-to-create-the-illusion-that-i-have-a"&gt;aliform&lt;/a&gt;:&lt;/p&gt;
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&lt;p&gt;I NEED THESE TO CREATE THE ILLUSION THAT I HAVE A BUTT. &lt;/p&gt;
&lt;/blockquote&gt;</description><link>http://ohbutiam.tumblr.com/post/2631945393</link><guid>http://ohbutiam.tumblr.com/post/2631945393</guid><pubDate>Thu, 06 Jan 2011 22:29:14 -0500</pubDate></item><item><title>These can never be true friends: Hope, dice, a prostitute, a robber, a cheat, a goldsmith, a monkey,...</title><description>&lt;p&gt;These can never be true friends: Hope, dice, a prostitute, a robber, a cheat, a goldsmith, a monkey, a doctor, a distiller. &lt;br/&gt;&lt;a href="http://www.1-love-quotes.com/cgi-bin/viewquotes.cgi?action=search&amp;amp;Author_First_Name=&amp;amp;Author_Last_Name=Indian+Proverb"&gt;&lt;strong&gt;Indian Proverb&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;strong&gt;&lt;br/&gt;&lt;/strong&gt; &lt;/p&gt;</description><link>http://ohbutiam.tumblr.com/post/2604606700</link><guid>http://ohbutiam.tumblr.com/post/2604606700</guid><pubDate>Tue, 04 Jan 2011 22:56:14 -0500</pubDate></item><item><title>Who cares if you are single</title><description>&lt;p&gt;Grrrrrrrrrr, I cannot stand reading posts that whine about being lonely and single.  It is irritating.  I am always seeing the same question on facebook statuses, Why am I single?  Well, maybe it&amp;#8217;s because you are such desperate needy asshole.  Nobody wants a crier.  Oh, and then there&amp;#8217;s the, What&amp;#8217;s wrong with me?  OMG, are they serious?  I doubt they really want me to answer this.  They really need to just quit bitching.  There are a million problems in this world.  People are dying from cancer and heart disease.  There is war going on overseas.  I don&amp;#8217;t really give flying fuck if they are single or not&amp;#8230;..just saying. &lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;Excuse, the amount of cursing in this post but, I have a headache brought on by stress induced mania so I am in a WGAF mood right now.  Cheers!!!&lt;/p&gt;</description><link>http://ohbutiam.tumblr.com/post/2604404743</link><guid>http://ohbutiam.tumblr.com/post/2604404743</guid><pubDate>Tue, 04 Jan 2011 22:41:57 -0500</pubDate><category>bipolar</category><category>single</category><category>dating</category><category>manic</category></item><item><title>Forsaken: God...My Eyes.....</title><description>&lt;a href="http://darktheory.tumblr.com/post/2581210600/god-my-eyes"&gt;Forsaken: God...My Eyes.....&lt;/a&gt;: &lt;p&gt;&lt;a href="http://darktheory.tumblr.com/post/2581210600/god-my-eyes"&gt;darktheory&lt;/a&gt;:&lt;/p&gt;
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&lt;p&gt;My dashboard of late has a problem. I had to unfollow some people…..skinny women pictures.&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;Good God. I understand wanting to lose a few pounds. I understand being overweight and wanting to change that. I understand wanting to tone up, or work out…or even being obsessed with working out. I get all…&lt;/p&gt;
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&lt;p&gt; I HAD TO REBLOG THIS FOR THE LADIES (AND SOME MEN) WHO THINK THAT HAVING MEAT ON THEIR BONES MAKES THEM UNATTRACTIVE.  THIS IS STRAIGHT UP A MAN’S POINT OF VIEW.  I HAVE MY OWN DEMONS CONCERNING EATING DISORDERS, BULIMA TO BE MORE EXACT, AND I KNOW FIRST-HAND HOW HARD IT IS TO BATTLE. &lt;/p&gt;</description><link>http://ohbutiam.tumblr.com/post/2581335265</link><guid>http://ohbutiam.tumblr.com/post/2581335265</guid><pubDate>Mon, 03 Jan 2011 08:35:39 -0500</pubDate></item><item><title>Bleeding Hearts</title><description>&lt;p&gt;In fear we drown and waste away,&lt;br/&gt;Into shallow pitted graves.&lt;br/&gt;Across our bones all will tread,&lt;br/&gt;Through the scarlet rivers our hearts have bled.&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;Tattered and torn we too will rise,&lt;br/&gt;We shall dance with your hand in mine.&lt;br/&gt;To the moon we will sail like kites,&lt;br/&gt;For we two, own this night.&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;Thunder may roar and lightening may strike,&lt;br/&gt;Forcing our minds to spark and collide.&lt;br/&gt;Higher we&amp;#8217;ll soar into the depthis of pure bliss.&lt;br/&gt;So, quickly we fall back into our shallow pits.&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;Alas, here we stay two bleeding hearts,&lt;br/&gt;Bones to tread over,&lt;br/&gt;Until given a spark.&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;By Susan Overbey&lt;/p&gt;</description><link>http://ohbutiam.tumblr.com/post/2576382297</link><guid>http://ohbutiam.tumblr.com/post/2576382297</guid><pubDate>Sun, 02 Jan 2011 22:49:00 -0500</pubDate><category>Poetry</category><category>Bipolar</category><category>Bleeding Hearts</category></item><item><title>alinac863:

It’s true.

 Love this.  Ladies listen up.  Men...</title><description>&lt;img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_ledlozGqRG1qfn9ofo1_500.png"/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;a href="http://alinac863.tumblr.com/post/2572366524/its-true"&gt;alinac863&lt;/a&gt;:&lt;/p&gt;
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&lt;p&gt;It’s true.&lt;/p&gt;
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&lt;p&gt; Love this.  Ladies listen up.  Men too. &lt;/p&gt;</description><link>http://ohbutiam.tumblr.com/post/2575706304</link><guid>http://ohbutiam.tumblr.com/post/2575706304</guid><pubDate>Sun, 02 Jan 2011 21:59:47 -0500</pubDate><category>beauty</category><category>skinny</category><category>flaws</category><category>perfection</category><category>eating disorders</category></item><item><title>"My tremendous intuitive sense of the female creature informs me that you are troubled."</title><description>“My tremendous intuitive sense of the female creature informs me that you are troubled.”&lt;br/&gt;&lt;br/&gt; - &lt;em&gt;Jack Sparrow (via &lt;a href="http://darktheory.tumblr.com/"&gt;darktheory&lt;/a&gt;)&lt;/em&gt;</description><link>http://ohbutiam.tumblr.com/post/2546510134</link><guid>http://ohbutiam.tumblr.com/post/2546510134</guid><pubDate>Fri, 31 Dec 2010 17:03:57 -0500</pubDate></item><item><title>hello, and well met.  thank you for the information on cutting.....I think alot along the lines as you do.  attention, and the "real" cutters do it this way....&lt;br /&gt;&#13;
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I understand what your saying about bipolar.....its not pretty, and its not easy by any means.  if you ever have need, my inbox is open to you.  I listen well, and offer bad advice.</title><description>&lt;p&gt;I offer bad advice as well :)&lt;/p&gt;</description><link>http://ohbutiam.tumblr.com/post/2535959866</link><guid>http://ohbutiam.tumblr.com/post/2535959866</guid><pubDate>Thu, 30 Dec 2010 21:46:16 -0500</pubDate></item><item><title>hello, and well met.  thank you for the information on cutting.....I think alot along the lines as you do.  attention, and the "real" cutters do it this way....&lt;br /&gt;&#13;
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I understand what your saying about bipolar.....its not pretty, and its not easy by any means.  if you ever have need, my inbox is open to you.  I listen well, and offer bad advice.</title><description>&lt;p&gt;I offer bad advice as well :)&lt;/p&gt;</description><link>http://ohbutiam.tumblr.com/post/2535957578</link><guid>http://ohbutiam.tumblr.com/post/2535957578</guid><pubDate>Thu, 30 Dec 2010 21:46:07 -0500</pubDate></item><item><title>Photo</title><description>&lt;img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_ldxd90u48P1qalxyno1_500.png"/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;</description><link>http://ohbutiam.tumblr.com/post/2522625692</link><guid>http://ohbutiam.tumblr.com/post/2522625692</guid><pubDate>Wed, 29 Dec 2010 23:59:08 -0500</pubDate></item><item><title>Quotes by Me About Annoying Family :)</title><description>&lt;p&gt;I find much of my family to be down right annoying and I am sure most of them feel the same about me. Therefore, I have compiled a list of inspirational quotes about irrating family to help people dealing with the same struggles as I am. &lt;br/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;1. Remember over fifty percent of marriages end up in divorce if you are unhappy with your siblings choice in a spouse and then smile. &lt;br/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;2. Hate is an ugly word. Never hate a family member but if you do smile knowing they must be an ugly person. &lt;br/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;3. We can love a family member but not like them and that is ok. We can like a family member but not love them and that is ok too. Then there are those we could care less about but like or love all the same. Ponder this for while. &lt;br/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;4. You are never to old to act immature. Give family members the silent treatment, talk behind their backs, ignore the woman that gave birth to you after all it&amp;#8217;s more polite than saying it to their face. I myself giggle to point of wetting myself when I talk trash about some of my family members. &lt;br/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;5. Pretend you are not related to some of your family members, it will bring a ray of sunshine to your life. &lt;br/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;6. I love my brother just the way he is far far away from me. You can change this to sister if you want to by the way. &lt;br/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;7. Family is always there for you, wait&amp;#8230;family is always there oh crap. &lt;br/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;8. My family rules, no really some of them really think they rule. &lt;br/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;9. When you have problems with a parent blame it on your sibling. &lt;br/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;10. Befriend your sister-in-law for shits and giggles then stab her in the back, it&amp;#8217;s funny. &lt;br/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;I hope this helps you as much as it helps me. :) &lt;br/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;&lt;/p&gt;</description><link>http://ohbutiam.tumblr.com/post/2521796298</link><guid>http://ohbutiam.tumblr.com/post/2521796298</guid><pubDate>Wed, 29 Dec 2010 22:52:36 -0500</pubDate><category>Quotes</category><category>Annoying Family</category></item><item><title>Quotes by Strong Women that Admire</title><description>&lt;p&gt;&amp;#8220;I could not, at any age, be content to take my place by the fireside and simply look on. Life was meant to be lived. Curiosity must be kept alive. One must never, for whatever reason, turn his back on life.&amp;#8221; ~ Eleanor Roosevelt (1884-1962)&lt;/p&gt;

&lt;p&gt;&amp;#8220;You gain strength, courage and confidence by every experience in which you really stop to look fear in the face. You are able to say to yourself, &amp;#8216;I have lived through this horror. I can take the next thing that comes along.&amp;#8217; You must do the thing you think you cannot do.&amp;#8221; ~ Eleanor Roosevelt&lt;/p&gt;

&lt;p&gt;&amp;#8220;The true republic: men, their rights and nothing more:women, their rights and nothing less.&amp;#8221; ~ Susan B. Anthony (1820-1906)&lt;/p&gt;

&lt;p&gt;&amp;#8220;It was we, the people; not we, the white male citizens; nor yet we, the male citizens; but we, the whole people, who formed the Union&amp;#8230;. Men, their rights and nothing more; women, their rights and nothing less.&amp;#8221; ~ Susan B. Anthony&lt;/p&gt;


&lt;p&gt;&amp;#8220;I know God will not give me anything I can&amp;#8217;t handle. I just wish that He didn&amp;#8217;t trust me so much.&amp;#8221; ~ Mother Teresa&lt;/p&gt;

&lt;p&gt;&amp;#8220;Life is to be lived. If you have to support yourself, you had bloody well better find some way that is going to be interesting. And you don&amp;#8217;t do that by sitting around.&amp;#8221; ~ Katharine Hepburn&lt;/p&gt;

&lt;p&gt;&amp;#8220;Pick the day. Enjoy it - to the hilt. The day as it comes. People as they come&amp;#8230; The past, I think, has helped me appreciate the present - and I don&amp;#8217;t want to spoil any of it by fretting about the future.&amp;#8221; ~ Audrey Hepburn&lt;/p&gt;

&lt;p&gt;&amp;#8220;Being an intellectual creates a lot of questions and no answers. You can fill your life up with ideas and still go home lonely. All you really have that really matters are feelings. That’s what music is to me.&amp;#8221; ~ Janis Joplin&lt;/p&gt;

&lt;p&gt;&amp;#8220;When one door of happiness closes, another opens; but often we look so long at the closed door that we do not see the one which has been opened for us.&amp;#8221; ~ Helen Keller&lt;/p&gt;

&lt;p&gt;Before marriage, a girl has to make love to a man to hold him. After marriage, she has to hold him to make love to him.&amp;#8221; ~ Marlyn Monroe&lt;/p&gt;</description><link>http://ohbutiam.tumblr.com/post/2521770841</link><guid>http://ohbutiam.tumblr.com/post/2521770841</guid><pubDate>Wed, 29 Dec 2010 22:50:45 -0500</pubDate><category>Quotes</category><category>Strong Women</category><category>Inspirational Quotes</category></item><item><title>Look at What You've Done</title><description>&lt;p&gt; A mother&amp;#8217;s arms,&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;bare and empty,Tremble in the night.&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;Longing for that precious angel,&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;You took forever from her side.&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;A father&amp;#8217;s tears,&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;As he lies awake,&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;Stream mericlessly down his hardened face.&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;With the need to hold his baby girl,&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;For when you took her,&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;You stole his world.&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;I love you,&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;Words they&amp;#8217;ll never hear,&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;Again from their baby&amp;#8217;s lips.&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;For when you to&amp;#8230;&lt;/p&gt;</description><link>http://ohbutiam.tumblr.com/post/2521727646</link><guid>http://ohbutiam.tumblr.com/post/2521727646</guid><pubDate>Wed, 29 Dec 2010 22:47:45 -0500</pubDate><category>Poetry</category><category>Drunk Driving</category><category>Death</category></item><item><title>Snowflakes from Heaven</title><description>&lt;p&gt;Snowflakes from Heaven glide gracefully&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;Like the wings of a dove&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;Until they settle apon the new fallen snow.&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;A silver light casts over the blanket of white,&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;From the moon that kisses a darkened sky.&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;Chilled winds whistle a lullaby,&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;Of peaceful dreams where angels fly.&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;Falling back onto the snow,&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;I close my eyes and let tears flow.&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;Snowflakes from Heaven touch my face,&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;Letting me know that all is safe.&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;br/&gt;</description><link>http://ohbutiam.tumblr.com/post/2521707078</link><guid>http://ohbutiam.tumblr.com/post/2521707078</guid><pubDate>Wed, 29 Dec 2010 22:46:21 -0500</pubDate><category>Poetry</category><category>Heaven</category><category>snow</category></item><item><title>Beneath November Grass</title><description>&lt;p&gt; Beneath a bed of November grass,&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;Where daisys perfume autumn&amp;#8217;s breath,&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;That&amp;#8217;s where he lays his head to rest,&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;Dressed up in his Sunday best.&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;A granite stone, smooth like glass,&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;Is plunged into November grass,&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;His name you&amp;#8217;ll see written bold,&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;Deep into that granite stone.&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;You may visit any day,&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;Leave your flowers at his grave,&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;Fall at your knees and to God pray,&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;But this is not where his spirit lay.&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;His soul has gone to rest in peace,&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;In Heaven watching is where he&amp;#8217;ll be.&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;So, as I leave his  grave in tears,&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;Know I&amp;#8217;ll once more visit when my time is here&lt;/p&gt;</description><link>http://ohbutiam.tumblr.com/post/2521688996</link><guid>http://ohbutiam.tumblr.com/post/2521688996</guid><pubDate>Wed, 29 Dec 2010 22:45:05 -0500</pubDate><category>Poetry</category><category>Death</category><category>November</category><category>Autumn</category></item><item><title>"When my heart won’t tell my mind to tell my mouth what to say….."</title><description>“When my heart won’t tell my mind to tell my mouth what to say…..”&lt;br/&gt;&lt;br/&gt; - &lt;em&gt;(via &lt;a href="http://darktheory.tumblr.com/"&gt;darktheory&lt;/a&gt;)&lt;/em&gt;</description><link>http://ohbutiam.tumblr.com/post/2520977307</link><guid>http://ohbutiam.tumblr.com/post/2520977307</guid><pubDate>Wed, 29 Dec 2010 21:49:39 -0500</pubDate><category>bipolar</category><category>depressed</category><category>quote</category></item><item><title>Photo</title><description>&lt;img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_l9j0jepCa71qe083jo1_400.jpg"/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;</description><link>http://ohbutiam.tumblr.com/post/2520915338</link><guid>http://ohbutiam.tumblr.com/post/2520915338</guid><pubDate>Wed, 29 Dec 2010 21:45:17 -0500</pubDate><category>monroe</category><category>sexy</category><category>beautiful</category></item><item><title>teamsandwich:

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